6/27/21 Life Happens
Don’t spend so much time trying to
predict everything that is to happen because you can’t
Life happens as it may, depending
on the energy and choices of many.
You cannot be prepared for all of
that.
Examine your heart, examine what
you really feel and know about yourself.
You will learn much more there.
We are with you.
Namaste
And from
5/27/20
5/27/20 Walk
with Confidence
In this state
of unknowing, you seem to be clinging to the thing that you can count on like
the days of the week and the weather.
But faith
allows you more than that.
It allows you
the confidence to know that things will change.
There will be
more and more known about this virus, this situation and then you will be able
to adjust your living conditions to someday walk out with confidence.
We are with
you.
Namaste
5/27/20 (Personal
reflection)
Really is
that true?
I have never
felt this imprisoned, fear of being sick and how I can walk with confidence
again?
I see fear
in everyone’s eyes – over their masks, I see fear.
I see hope
that this is enough, 6 feet and the mask and hand sanitizer.
We are doing
what we can but this has made us cautious.
This has
made us scared.
What will
win our confidence back?
This is
here, it feels real.
Even though
I live in a world of illusions.
It is real
for this world.
It is
getting people sick and taken lives.
So, more
than distance and the mask and sanitizer what will it take?
How can I
feel confident to live freely again?
This is
enough to be uneasy about the future.
Help us to
bring in hope, faith and then the knowing –
I sit here
close to you, my guides, because this is where I come for the truth and in that
I find peace and that helps me not feel alone.
Thank you –
I get up
every day and put one foot in front of the other.
I do what is
put before me in this small space of my residence.
I work on
myself and my relationships.
I avoid the
chaos of the outer world.
Hoping that
the peace and commitment I have here will permeate this wall and have an impact
outside of my protected space.
Beyond that
I cannot see I cling to the knowledge of change coming and it is enough.
If I stay
here long enough?
If I don’t
ask for anything more –
I am
content.
Will that be
enough –
The last 12
years I have avoided the hard, the uncomfortable because of the pain I
associate with that.
My heart has
not healed enough to handle more.
So that’s
really where I am at.
I need more
help before I can walk with confidence.
Thank you
for the self-realization.
(Sirens in
the distance always makes me feel scared and uneasy.)